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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

the first time i fell in love with aj...yes AJ!


i was watching umm star golden bell on end of the year of 2009 and technically that is when i started being interested towards lee gi kwang.i checked on youtube for his songs or mv`s and i found dancing shoes...
the song was catchy and so rhythmic but i was more into the person singing it.
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i loved aj because he was very full of energy and have this swagger that i rarely sees in other idols that had made me fall in love with him.he was just so charming...i still remember this video when he sang dancing shoes and dancing as if he was performing and that really made me loves him more~~


..he used to be so thin haha so different from the body he has now..

now he is know more as lee gikwang and i am more than happy with the fact that he is much more popular than when he used to be aj.
but now i don`t really like the lee gikwang in the present,i still loves him but i guess i get distracted more easily now with other guys from other groups,
i used to be so focused on him.oh well, i`m still glad and proud of how successful he is now.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

the story behind kikwang,hyosung attempted KISS!!

ok on oh my school a scandalous story appeared between kikwang,lee joon and hyosung.
it started when joon told a story about hyosung telling him that she liked watching joon on tv and that made the mc suspicious and the mc asked joon whether they were dating~~~
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kikwang suddenly stand up and shouted hyosung`s name and hyosung was like "no kikwang it`s not true!"~~~~~(So cute)
and then the whole cast was like is this a love triangle??

if u listen carefully u can here hyosung shouting "kikwang anya!"which means' its not true,kikwang'
lol jun`s face was blurred out....0.0

after what happened the cast provoked kikwang and hyosung to do a secret garden parody where hyun bin and the heroin(i don`t know her name) did a push up scene where they had almost kissed each other.
so this is the video

hihi i love both of them but at the same time im so jealoused!!
TT=TT
oooh my kikwang


Saturday, April 23, 2011

kikwang`s double kiss on oh my school.......TT=TT

OMG!
kikwang had 2 kisses on oh my school~~
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one from uri visual maknae yoseobie..............(so cute kiseob)
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and another one from hyosung secret......!!!!!!!!
but it was attempted kiss,their lips almost touch.....wuuuuTT=TT
im so jealous........@--@


this is kiseob kiss,lol yoseob is like so random~~~(nosebleed)


lol kikwang face,agony haha......forced smile but inside was like boiling water.....................that he can cook ramen in...(im hungry..*.*..)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

kikwang vs lee joon........bloody sexy battle......(love)

so this is a kind of dance battle where my scandal(joon) and my husband(kikwang) has to challenge each other with difficult but oddly cute looking dance tricks.....~~~
obviously my husband did amazingly well!!~~^.-~~
sorry mr joon is beautiful lol...........im still sad that u lostTT=TT


lolol yoepie feeling good.
i love it when joon screamed "kikwang no!!!"
~~i imagined that he was trying to stop kiki bear from taking me away~~
i was daydreaming for a full 5 minutes haha
...i love that simon d and kiki`s hair color matches their shirt...

a pink "i don`t know" mv feat gikwang

a pink debut mv was released a few days ago and well as i expected it`s quite typical,they
kind of have this snsd feeling to the mv but less lol.
i don`t know maybe cuz i am a bit jealous of the fact that so many girls are approaching my cute kiki bear TT=TT

this is the mv.......waaaa(snobbing)
kikwang looks a bit chubby and so cuddly..
aleesa teased me bout kiki with a pink so its payback time.....hehehe
its yeopie with suzy holding hands hahahahaha


they look so cute,a potential couple.....^.^

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

im such a stupid liar........................stupidly believing

hhmm i love big bang new released song stupid liar,somehow i am quite attached to the song cuz i hate it when i like someone cuz even if i know they won`t like me back i would still take a stupid chance........liking someone is sometimes so frustrating....
don`t cha think???


i love the cool album graphic.....TT=TT

this is the meaning of the song................................!!

oo hoo ooh-ooh ooh-ooh
Welcome back (How you doin ladies)
yoo hoo y’all already know what it is
ooh-ooh (you can’t touch this
YG and another big bang
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love

How could you be so, how could you be so
I can’t believe you (I hate all girls)
You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it’ll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn’t know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

What’s your truth? What am I to you?
I won’t just let it go this time

Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don’t lie to me oh

Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

If only we could go back, back, back
If I’m so broken
But it’s too late
Fatigued over something that’s burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid
I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

Friday, April 15, 2011

t.o.p can really dance

top big bang is said to be a bad dancer but im am against that statement bcuz i know everybody in bb can dance so im am here to prove that t.o.p can dance just as well!!
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i found a real proof that mr top of big bang is hot ass dancer!!!!!!!
he can DANCE!!

this is a video before their debut and man did top really rocked it^^
top is the one wearing the hood^.^


look at hyuneung face haha!!im so loving this!!revenge is so sweet!!
top saranghae!!~~~~

Thursday, April 14, 2011

junhyung jealousy when wifey hyunseung talks to other man.....

wahaha i found this clip on youtube!uri joker so cute,wahh i`m actually uite jealous of hyunseung.to make our junhyung that jealous is amazing......-.^
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his deathly stare....scary!!but cute at the same time~~


he glances over hyunseung numbers of time,hihi so cute....(love)
this shows how much junseung exist in beast!!
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i also see mir,dongwoon and jinwoon at the back hihi they r so into their conversation..

zico vs joker!!!block b vs beast......?!




so who is more hotter??(0.0)
of course its my junhyung but its so hard to tell the difference rite!!!
hmm the pic from the left is zico and he looks 120% like uri joker!!but the way he raps is more similar g-dragon`s style!!



see!see!looks just like our b2st beast joker rite!!this group is getting so interesting for me but i am a true b2uty at heart.no one beat will ever overshadow beast and my lee gikwang.
beast saranghae!!^.^

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

block b..........hybrid of big bang n beast??


aleesa had recommended me this upcoming group 'block b' and she told me that the group is like the new 'it' thing in idols and boy bands.i`ve been skeptical bout this new group maybe because i`m such a big beast biased^^.....(always a b2uty)
i had checked them out a few minutes ago and it feels like any other bands except that they have got some very talented rapper,"g-dragon" talented!!and they are such great dancer,beast-full like!!

this is their debut mv......


one guy name zico looks like uri joker and theres one guy sound so much like t.o.p!!!
i think this group is some kind of hybrid of beast and big bang,but the vocals are more like ze:a n u-kiss...~~~

beast fan meeting with official b2uty.....gikwang bufday

so a few days ago beast had made a special fan meeting session with official fan b2uty
(haven`t registered but im truly a b2uty!!)~~~~
it was held at Hwajung gymnasium,Seoul.over 5k of fans attended the gathering and beast managed to perform a few number of songs like shock,v.i.u,i like u the best,oasis and beautiful.i bet it was a truly "beautiful" moment that was shared by beast and b2uty.
i really wanna go a meet kiki bear one more time.....T__T
on top of the performance there was a special surprise for somebody..~~~



this is not the picture,for some reason i can`t upload the pic here so i decided to use a diff pic.
other than that junhyung was voted as the most naggy mommy in beast!!^.^!!
this is the link http://www.allkpop.com/2011/04/go-behind-the-scenes-of-b2sts-fanclub-inauguration#

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

erm lee gikwang name,,,,!

so this is a quiz that i did on facebook and we type our name on a space n it will show us a picture bout our name,obviously i did mine and aj`s.
the results are in malay so im only translating kiki`s result.k
(so lazy.....that i don`t even wanna sleep)



L:has a lot of friends,E:responsible,E:(same)
G:often moody and emotional,I:likes to keep sorrow and problem to himself,K:great at joking,cheerfull,W:compassionate n friendly,A:friendly n likes smiling,N:neat n kind,G:(same as above)

for u guys who understand malay n wanna try this the link at facebook http://apps.facebook.com/sifat-dalam-nama

Monday, April 11, 2011

funny kiki bear

hihi kikwang making fun of himself at oh my school....
poor kiki got airgun at his face....TT__TT



evil yoseob pulling my kiki`s face...

music-full life.......

i found some awesome real music without all the techno autotuned or the robotic-like voice in songs^^
but i have to admit that i love those techno kind of music too~~
so i`ve listened to these song and they just touched my heart with deepest emotions and all too awesome vocals^^
my top five are............................dun dun dun

1.k.will present

2.zhang liyin timeless

3.hwayobi bye3

4.gummy love recipe

5.wonder girls this time

Sunday, April 10, 2011

the day of telentime(hari kantin)!!>>!!

the day of talentime went so wrong..TT_._TT
i didn`t really have much fun,got kicked out of my group and mess up all my performance..it was a day that i wish i can do it over again..



hmm another thing i regretted was i kinda have this weird like feeling on this particular boy and i was hoping to be able to talk to him on that day but my fear took over and i can`t even face the guy.he`s studying in a diff school so it was kinda hard to meet him...


oh well maybe i`ll meet him next year...

i couldn`t go to the ghost house,and all i ate was a suasages.
for a week i trained like hell for my group evol`ve(so gedik!!)and got kicked out..
i`m actually quite upset,but bcuz they messed up like hell that day i kinda fell better.

Monday, April 4, 2011

10weirdfactsboutme

1.i like to eat when i`m frustrated
2.my weakness is a man in pain
3.i like to run away from the 1 i love
4.i wish to be a vampire
5.i want to have a big scary sword like tensa zangetsu
6.i don`t like malay boys but i am a malay
7.i sometimes wish to be a boy
8.i like to read yuri and yaoi manga
9.i don`t like rains(yes the weather n rain bi)
10.i get jealous when i saw kiki bear with other girl..TT--TT

Sunday, April 3, 2011

25FactsB0utme!!

1.i love lee gi kwang
2.i`m a fan of beast since before their official debut.
3.i like mblaq,super junior,shinee, and big bang a lot.
4.i love almost everything bout korea and japan.
5.worried like hell for japanese people after the earthquake
6.like eating sushi and literally everything^__^
7.im a bit fat..TT__TT..
8.i love all my friends<3
9.i like dancing to hip hop songs
10.im your worst nightmare when im dancing cuz im awful at it
11.i dream of being a great dancer like boa kwon
12.i love makeup
13.i love my eyeliner,bb cream
14.i like updating my blog
15.i sound like a frog when im singing and it always rain afterwards
16.im a tomboy at heart
17.i love action and funny movies
18.i am obsessed bou vampi`s(vampire in my own language)
19.i have no boyfriend`s since i was borne
20.i sucks at communicating... TT__TT
21.love drawing
22.awesome fashion designer..(i think)
23.in love with Ichigo kurosaki, Sebastian,and kiyuu nakahara
24.love watching bleach,F.A.B,black butler,fairy tail,k.on,blood+ and other anime
25.sometimes i like and sometimes i hate being me.

Friday, April 1, 2011

BEAST without makeup.....beastifull

i found a new pic of beast not wearing any makeup and as expected they look still so fine!!love gikwang pic,so natural and manly.huhu~
dongwoon is somebody who need least makeup cuz well he is born with prince like looks.



aj complexion is so smooth and perfect,my skin is actually worser than aj`s.TT__TT
this the link at allkpop http://www.allkpop.com/2010/06/beast-boys-flaunt-their-faces-without-makeup..
uri boys looks so fine ait!!~~

timeless.....choi siwon

i love the timeless mv sung by junsu jyj and zhangliyin and siwon,hankyung as the main actor.there are two parts but my fave was the first part cuz,well siwon looked so handsome!!i have acknowledged his good looks but never really paid much attention to him.
i love a man in pain(i don`t know why)but they look so,urm attractive!!~
siwon played his part so well and looked so sexy......//@___@//



this mv is about a bandit(siwon) who was stealing and he took hostages.the lead police(hankyung) saw the hostages and realized that the girl was his girlfriend and panicked.a police officer shot and missed,siwon shot hankyung in the head and hankyung was in a koma for a year.hankyung father agreed to turn off hankyung`s life line and be a donor.siwon who has heart problems receives hankyung heart and started to remember bout hankyung and his girlfriend.