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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

the one i wish to wait for


i always love cute boys cuz its obvious that i`m a girl but i never got to be with the 1 love,i always stand behind him waiting for a miracle to happen so that he could see me but well..that never happen n so.. i always lost the 1 i love........now my heart is too weak to even love somebody so i start dreaming bout`a guy that i hope i would met when i turned 15..his name is kiyuu.......i dreamed that he would save me from my misery n sorrow n mostly my loneliness.............i want to meet him,i want to wait for him,i want to hug him in the cold of the night n warm his cold heart.....
i want to talk wit him n smile wit him,want to make n eat sushi with him.......i want him to hug me when i cry n hold my warm hands into his cold hand...to come to my house everyday n bring sushi king or takoyaki......to visit me in school....i want him to smile even when i criticize his style n he say those word back to me.......i want him to come to my house when his wounded n i`ll try my best to heal him.....i want us to fight together in this cruel world.........i wish i could wait for him when he have to go somewhere n when his back we will go n eat sushi together......

its a little bit weird rite but that is my dream guy who will fight with me together.......